Tracy Ryan
Tracy Ryan was born and lives in Western Australia,
but has also spent some years living in Britain and
the USA. She has worked in libraries, bookselling,
editing and community journalism, and has taught at
various universities. She is especially interested
in foreign languages and translation. She has two children.
Keyhole
Point of entry matched
with point of loss,
your ghosted umbilicus,
discretion here poetic
in its aptness, tidily
hiding the new scar
inside the very first. You’d hardly
notice this one spot, deadlock
left upon exit
though sometimes it twinges
with sex, with stretching,
with lifting children,
where he nipped in
while you were out to it
and shut you off —
tubes as wayward
as thin blown glass
clamped and fashioned
to pure ornament,
minimalism
putting to shame
the baroque convolutions
of your reasoning,
your indecision.
Passionfruit
The faintest trace on fingers
and we know you
instantly, by scent
and that’s just the outside,
belle-laide,
elaborate
as a Fabergé egg
useless really to feed us —
pure aesthetics
tangled there
on the bare fence,
basking in the same sun
as concrete, asbestos
where it glances off
but you are absorption
light transmuted
to elusive dulcet
concentration,
time biding,
we watch you drop
unapprehended,
purple patches
in the baldest story.
Inside your chamber
a viscous lining —
it feels like thieving —
resistant sac,
the truth of the matter,
thing-in-itself
without purpose
save to draw out
the essence of other things
grace note and garnish,
pitted mnemonic,
philosopher’s stone,
bittersweet
encapsulation.
Tagging his clothes
It’s like writing lines
for punishment
or learning lines, my latest
role, this repetition,
little variant
on my own signature
the hand
wants to fall back on,
so I stick to full capitals, square
as an architect’s, formal
as a cartouche
like learning to use
a married name
or resume the maiden one,
pain
in modification.
Pain of nuance, new usage
sending him forth like this
where a name is needed,
into the outside
where others will learn him,
hiving him off.
Thin strips I weld
when the iron is hot
to familiar items,
my grafting skin,
my styptic pencil,
my cauterising.