Scene 1: In the hallway
— tin pink flower heads
on green stick stalks, fifty million
round the light switch. Above a doorway
second right, an arch, revealed
whilst decorating; a recess
not quite big enough. A fallen coat seeding
fluff and coppers, dribs of tissue, a pocket
reminder — soap, nappies, a trivial
box of matches; a reversible garment
waterproofed
on one side.
Encumbered she checks, tries
to make haste, to leave, to leave behind, a look . . .
bemuse/behold/bewilder . . .inkling
of an elsewhere mind, all knowledge
erased. She with the eyes in the back of her head — call it
intuition . . . call it, summons it . . .standing
halfway along the hallway, that place
of passages, facing out, no intention
to take a different route; an innocent. . . follow her,
follow, as small piles reassemble
on each stair, fronds recoil, water
inverts, sucked up the drainpipe: the bed’s
unmaking, retractable
like a metal rule, a dragon’s
intake of fire.
A knowing wall, a window’s
back and future — a slice
down the middle. So many
changes of clothing, a fringe snipped so many times. There she goes . . .
with an open heart — a figment, chewing
on liquorice comfort: fortnightly
the insurance man calls, milkman Thursdays, savings
in the post office, green shield stamps — taut like elastic
ready to fire. Forwards
to go back, to end up
wrong footed (heels or flats?) — a question
of where the weight falls,
hindsight,
heretofore . . .
a small occasion, at the rate
a finger nail grows, a scar
takes to fade, the skin’s response to a too hot handle
cools under running water. Inborn. Towards
creation — back and back and back
to the day a mirror fell from a wall
above a hearth and a mantel onto a rug where
all childhood played — but she’d gone hadn’t she,
in that split crescendo, to answer
the call of a neighbour; familiarity
in the back streets, tar in the gutter . . . from whence she came . . .
Behind each front door, a hallway
lengthens towards another —
previous, persistent,
lingering.
